After yesterday, I was thinking whether to tell her that I still like her, or not to tell her. I have told her once but it was not a "Yes" as an answer and moreover it was not a good approach either. This time, I had a thought, "Why not I try it again?". Well. If I could persuade her to say, "Yes", than I would be very happy.
But again, part of me says, "No" to this. I clearly understand that I am unworthy for her. Even if she says, "Yes", I would still agree that I am unworthy for her. She deserves, she definitely deserves a far far far better person than me.
The moments I could see her, talk to her, hear her laughter, be with her and say "Kau Ilhamku" within me, I am and I will treasure them. I am confident that because of my love, my prayer, my good deeds and my sacrifice, God will bless her with good life.
All that I am looking forward from this for myself is that I never regret this, one day. Life is too beautiful to regret whatever I am doing.
Declare Beauty Again
2 comments:
who are you to judge how worthy you are?
Your worth to God is not based on your worthiness. Its probably the same for whoever you're talking about.
I hope that I would feel I deserve her, one day.
I am just not ready for this.
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