19th August in history.....
How many of you guys can tell that a girl french-kissed you? Muahaha... You guys are not that very lucky ha?
Well. Actually I was kissed by a dog liao. Ha..ha.. I went to Sherman's where he has two cute dogs, a male and a female. I stayed there overnight because the next day we are going to the Youth Camp.
These dogs need attention. The male is so small and cute. I mean really really cute. I dont really fall for cute stuff but this dog really got my attention. He is so small and very curios type that it tried to attack me somehow though I am so big in size. (Okay..okay.. I know my size cant be compared with humans.)
So, I needed to hold it in my arms in order to keep it calm. Haiz...
Then comes the girl. It is a larger one. She was so excited to see a handsome looking chap, so she tried to make friend with me. Then, when she thought I am okay with more intimate actions, she french-kissed me liao. Not once but again and again and again until my breath smells like hers.
After attending the Youth Camp, I followed back Sherman to go to his house again. And you know what. True love waits. She was again was extremely excited to see her boyfriend is back... And she never let me go. She kissed me again and again and again. And as usual the, male was jealous, though she is not intersted with him. So again I needed to fetch him and put him in my arms to calm him. Haiz.... Lucky that you are cute. Or not...
Okay to verify some facts. Firstly, that was the first time I held dogs and played with them. I usually avoids dogs because not all dogs just bark. Secondly, as I am not a gay, I am also not an animal 'lover'. Thirdly, be a man. Do the right thing.
Okay...What the h*** I am talking? Oh yeah. My post about the Youth Camp is coming. Just waiting for some pictures to be sent to me.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
If just life is so simple
The story of why I went to study in college was never been told to anybody. No one knows the real reason. Even my parents.
After my STPM. Well I did Form Six last time and I was really playful. Getting into Form Six Science stream is not easy, and I wasted the opportunity. Before I entered the school for my Sixth Form studies, I expected the Form Six life would be full of discovering things practically, getting involved in club activities, and leading the lower form students in exploring the wonder of young age, but it was not how I thought it should be. All I saw was students with books, books, and books. Nothing else. Even the teachers were having the same believes. It was all about getting As so that they can enter the Public Universities. I totally hated to study. I tried to enjoy the school environment and forgetting about studies. That was the time, I got interest in doing chemistry lab practice, the bisecting of mice and insects collection for biology subject, the schools events like Canteen Day, Teachers Day and lots more. I also had a relationship with a girl. Buying a bouquet of roses for her birthday, ordered an ice-cream fruit jelly cake, so that we could celebrate the day together. So, all these dreams when 'poof' one day when I realized that STPM is coming. I passes two out of four subjects. The other two I get half-passes.
My father never gave up on me, so sent me to TAR College to attend tuitions for my STPM resit. Frankly telling you, I gave up on studying. I hated studying. Studying should be fun for me but I did took it more serious this time. I wanted to give something good for my father. In the end, I get the same two passes but with greater grades this time.
After that, my life was totally useless. For one year, I was not doing anything. I wanted to work but my the offers I get was not office jobs, but jobs that finishes at 11.30pm or 12.00pm. Sales person jobs, or cashiers. My father against of me doing these type of jobs. As the time passes by, I realize that I should end up doing something worthful so I thought of becoming a priest since I had this thought before I entered the Form Six. Since I wanted to become a priest, I was looking forward to study in a college, getting a degree so that I would become a better candidate as a seminarian.
At the age of 22, I enrolled into INTI College Malaysia now known as INTI International University College. I chose to do Quanitity Surveying since I like Maths and I have experience in doing free-lance architecture drawing. With the determination of getting a diploma and continue doing degree for the sake of priesthood, I stepped into INTI-UC. I told my priest who actually thought that I could just work for some years instead of going to college to enter seminary that I wanted do this to get a clearer picture of my vocation to priesthood. I said that I needed sometime to gain confidence that I could become a great priest. Entering college would be a good opportunity to do so.
As I was doing my studies in INTI, I had a tough time to get along with subjects. My first semester itself I get a fail in Introduction to Computer subject. I really struggled to get into the momentum of excelling in studies. Though I know that my academic performance is not good, my passion towards other activities never went off. I kept on involving in my church activities, reviving chess club in college and making it to progress into a great club, involving myself in other events, and enjoying my youth. I learned about Counter Strike, handphones, latest trends, words, hand-shaking, yamcha, and lots more. Through my subjects I learned that time is money, how to invest in business, how to think about risking for profit, how to speak confidently, what is the value of money, how to be a leader.
After sometime in INTI, I revived the Catholic Society, which then named as Catholic Students Society. I did it as my another task of my vocation. I tried to form it for three times. My third trial was a lucky shot. I met Alicia, Leo, and Justin Lim on the first day of meeting. Then it grows to a good number. Fr. George visited us once. That was the day, I met this girl. That time she was just another club member for me.
As time passes, I got back into the track. I was able to get to understand what I am studying. I was happy with my CSS friends, the committee. They became a part of my family. At the same time, I was interested in her more and more. I was confused. My plan is getting out of track. I was falling in love to a girl and I wanted to believe that all of those feelings was just an attraction towards her attitudes. I was stubborn to admit that I like her. Time goes by and my stubborness gets weaker. I started to spent sometimes with her, going dinner with her and yet I was confused of my true vocation. Am I called to priesthood or marriage? Another problem is, I am 5 years older than her.
There were sometimes where I wanted to say that I like her, but my responsibity towards CSS stopped me. Being in relationship will divide my time for CSS. I would have to spent time for her which I thought I should not for now. I put the family of CSS before me. Moreover she is young. I already passed her age and enjoyed that age. It is time for her to enjoy this young age. Enjoy her youth. I was taking a risk. A risk of losing her to another guy at anytime.
At my last day in INTI, I really cried for not telling her that I like her. My heart was hurting. I always believe that a man that does not tell his feeling to a girl is a coward. At the end, I too became a coward. That night, I was thinking about my action. Am I doing good for her? Is she a part of my vocation test? Or is she my future? Am I dealing with a 'teenage love' at this age?
Why did I stepped into another track? I was going smoothly on a track before I met her. If just life is so simple for me...
After my STPM. Well I did Form Six last time and I was really playful. Getting into Form Six Science stream is not easy, and I wasted the opportunity. Before I entered the school for my Sixth Form studies, I expected the Form Six life would be full of discovering things practically, getting involved in club activities, and leading the lower form students in exploring the wonder of young age, but it was not how I thought it should be. All I saw was students with books, books, and books. Nothing else. Even the teachers were having the same believes. It was all about getting As so that they can enter the Public Universities. I totally hated to study. I tried to enjoy the school environment and forgetting about studies. That was the time, I got interest in doing chemistry lab practice, the bisecting of mice and insects collection for biology subject, the schools events like Canteen Day, Teachers Day and lots more. I also had a relationship with a girl. Buying a bouquet of roses for her birthday, ordered an ice-cream fruit jelly cake, so that we could celebrate the day together. So, all these dreams when 'poof' one day when I realized that STPM is coming. I passes two out of four subjects. The other two I get half-passes.
My father never gave up on me, so sent me to TAR College to attend tuitions for my STPM resit. Frankly telling you, I gave up on studying. I hated studying. Studying should be fun for me but I did took it more serious this time. I wanted to give something good for my father. In the end, I get the same two passes but with greater grades this time.
After that, my life was totally useless. For one year, I was not doing anything. I wanted to work but my the offers I get was not office jobs, but jobs that finishes at 11.30pm or 12.00pm. Sales person jobs, or cashiers. My father against of me doing these type of jobs. As the time passes by, I realize that I should end up doing something worthful so I thought of becoming a priest since I had this thought before I entered the Form Six. Since I wanted to become a priest, I was looking forward to study in a college, getting a degree so that I would become a better candidate as a seminarian.
At the age of 22, I enrolled into INTI College Malaysia now known as INTI International University College. I chose to do Quanitity Surveying since I like Maths and I have experience in doing free-lance architecture drawing. With the determination of getting a diploma and continue doing degree for the sake of priesthood, I stepped into INTI-UC. I told my priest who actually thought that I could just work for some years instead of going to college to enter seminary that I wanted do this to get a clearer picture of my vocation to priesthood. I said that I needed sometime to gain confidence that I could become a great priest. Entering college would be a good opportunity to do so.
As I was doing my studies in INTI, I had a tough time to get along with subjects. My first semester itself I get a fail in Introduction to Computer subject. I really struggled to get into the momentum of excelling in studies. Though I know that my academic performance is not good, my passion towards other activities never went off. I kept on involving in my church activities, reviving chess club in college and making it to progress into a great club, involving myself in other events, and enjoying my youth. I learned about Counter Strike, handphones, latest trends, words, hand-shaking, yamcha, and lots more. Through my subjects I learned that time is money, how to invest in business, how to think about risking for profit, how to speak confidently, what is the value of money, how to be a leader.
After sometime in INTI, I revived the Catholic Society, which then named as Catholic Students Society. I did it as my another task of my vocation. I tried to form it for three times. My third trial was a lucky shot. I met Alicia, Leo, and Justin Lim on the first day of meeting. Then it grows to a good number. Fr. George visited us once. That was the day, I met this girl. That time she was just another club member for me.
As time passes, I got back into the track. I was able to get to understand what I am studying. I was happy with my CSS friends, the committee. They became a part of my family. At the same time, I was interested in her more and more. I was confused. My plan is getting out of track. I was falling in love to a girl and I wanted to believe that all of those feelings was just an attraction towards her attitudes. I was stubborn to admit that I like her. Time goes by and my stubborness gets weaker. I started to spent sometimes with her, going dinner with her and yet I was confused of my true vocation. Am I called to priesthood or marriage? Another problem is, I am 5 years older than her.
There were sometimes where I wanted to say that I like her, but my responsibity towards CSS stopped me. Being in relationship will divide my time for CSS. I would have to spent time for her which I thought I should not for now. I put the family of CSS before me. Moreover she is young. I already passed her age and enjoyed that age. It is time for her to enjoy this young age. Enjoy her youth. I was taking a risk. A risk of losing her to another guy at anytime.
At my last day in INTI, I really cried for not telling her that I like her. My heart was hurting. I always believe that a man that does not tell his feeling to a girl is a coward. At the end, I too became a coward. That night, I was thinking about my action. Am I doing good for her? Is she a part of my vocation test? Or is she my future? Am I dealing with a 'teenage love' at this age?
Why did I stepped into another track? I was going smoothly on a track before I met her. If just life is so simple for me...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
My Birthday to come
I may not have a chance to blog for sometime and may miss my birthday blog. So, I would like o tell you in advance that it is going to be a wonderful day somehow.
Reason No. 1: It falls on Sunday and that means I have a big 'makan' with my fellow church members in waiting. Muahaha.... Yummy.
Reason No 2: That day Malacca felt to Portugese hand in 1511.
Reason No 3: 1891, Thomas Edison patents motion picture camera
Reason No 4: 1932, first transcontinental non-stop flying by a woman Emilia Earhart
Reason No 5: 1991, Ukraine declares independence from USSR
Reason No 6: Pluto was demoted to 'Drawf Planet' in 2006
Reason No 7: 1943, Kenny Baker, the actor as R2D2 in Star Wars was born.
Reason No 8: One of my good friend, Goh Meei Ying. born on the same year as mine too.
Happy Birthday to those born on the same day. And those who read my blog too. Does not matter when is you birthday.
Reason No. 1: It falls on Sunday and that means I have a big 'makan' with my fellow church members in waiting. Muahaha.... Yummy.
Reason No 2: That day Malacca felt to Portugese hand in 1511.
Reason No 3: 1891, Thomas Edison patents motion picture camera
Reason No 4: 1932, first transcontinental non-stop flying by a woman Emilia Earhart
Reason No 5: 1991, Ukraine declares independence from USSR
Reason No 6: Pluto was demoted to 'Drawf Planet' in 2006
Reason No 7: 1943, Kenny Baker, the actor as R2D2 in Star Wars was born.
Reason No 8: One of my good friend, Goh Meei Ying. born on the same year as mine too.
Happy Birthday to those born on the same day. And those who read my blog too. Does not matter when is you birthday.
My 12th INTIMA Freeloading Story
During the 12th INTIMA term, I was the Chairperson of Catholic Students Society. So I had no choice but to stick with these bunch of jokers, Haiz.... Just kidding. These guys are awesome in one way. Frankly, 10th INTIMA is my greatest INTIMA friends, but the 12th became my geng too in someway. Sorry to the 11th INTIMA, except for Jesse and Indi. Indi was also in the 10th.
So talking about the 12th, these guys had their own characters, very much youthlike I would say, and at the same time, trying to lead the students relying on them. This is not really easy.
Starting from the topleft, Ms. Clara, the PRO... she likes to talk, talk, talk, talk, talk.........., but some how can go quiet for sometime. I wonder how?
Then, Mishal the Auditor, he was the Prom King of INTIBall 2008, @&^%$&## I couldn't attend the INTIBall if not.... He is in a band that plays pails, containers, whatever thing that they can bang,..
"Bro. It is called the Stomp"
Next, Justin Joel Thomas the PRO. Very tall isn't he? But I wonder why his girlfriend is short? Guess who? He..he.. Somebody very 'pushy'...
Jason Ng, the PRO. My Gay friend calls him the Gorgeous Guy. I wonder whether it is true? He named me the Freeloader. Very helpful person, and easygoing. Check out about my Gay Friend and Jason Ng from my Blog Buddies.
Aha..My so-called-Second-INTIMA-Girlfriend-that-won't-even-think-about-me-for-a-second. Delia the PRO... She likes Stephen Chow's movie as I do, she likes arts as I do, she likes to talk dirty jokes as I do (I do sometimes), but at the end, sob..sob.., nothing works out le... But one thing I will never forget of hers is the story of 'Banging of Prince on White Horse'.
Then followed by the guy sitting at the end right, Waye Young the Assistant Secretary. He is way too young in the 12th INTIMA. He is the youngest I mean. He was our, CSS's, INTIMA advisor.
Then, the SEXYtary of the 12th, Karampal Singh. Hardly I see him in the office. I wonder how he can go missing most of the time? Well look at his body. Too sexy to be invicible.
Next, Hafiz the Vice President of Acitivities. The next President of Nigeria in line. He has a good personality to be a leader.
Mr. Calvin Chung Kar WAHHH.... the President. He used to be one 'selekeh' guy imported from Ipoh. When he became President, things have changed. His dressing, his approach, his speech, his vision, blah..blah... One thing never changed, his pervertism... Check out his blog from my Blog Buddies.
The Vice President of Administration and Services. I still remember her approach when she was suddenly asked about how she would deal with sexually abused student even before she settle down on her chair during the interview process with Independent Election Committee. She did not even freak out. Man..she was cool. And is cool. I somehow couldn't add her blog. Her's http://joanlynn.blogdrive.com/
Next, the famous blogger of INTI-UC, Wei Ken the Treasurer. His blog and his Intionline postings about the 'Pathetic Online' were famous topics among some students in INTI-UC. You guys should read his blog. His blog gave me the passion to start again my blog after I had terminated it so long ago. Check it out in my Blog Buddies
Next is my so-called-First-INTIMA-Girlfriend-that-won't-even-think-about-me-for-a-second. She is called Pei Yheng. I hope the name spelling is correct but this is how you should call her name. Paying.. Yes she pays a lot of subsidy to clubs since she is the 12th Assistant Treasurer. She could spread her legs straight. I saw that when some of us were playing some sort of card game with liquor.
Well.. the wonderful expriences with them has brought me the INTIMA Merit Award once again. I won it during the 10th INTIMA once. And thanks for the pen guys. You integrated my name and club on it? Wow.
So. Now you know the secret of winning the INTIMA Merit Award. You got to freeload in INTIMA office. Haiz... I am going to miss that office.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
12th August 2008
This is a day that I should not forget. Many people may have many reasons of their unforgetable day, and I have my reasons too.
Reason No 1: At last I have completed my last exam of my course in INTI International University College.
Reason No 2: The day I slept so long after my exam... Sleep ... sleep zzz...... and woke up to see that I have 13 missed calls.
Reason No 3: 12 August means 12 more days of countdown for my birthday..... Waiting for the day in history when Portugese captured Malacca.
Reason No 4: My Parish Priest's birthday. Rev. Fr. Leonard Lexson
Reason No 5: Cleopatra commited suicide at 30BC
Reason No 6: Chicago was founded in 1833
Reason No 7: British declared war againts Austria-Hungary during World War 1 in 1914
Reason No 8: It is an International Youth Day
What a satisfying moment... Oh. I almost forgot... I got to worry about the coming up Youth Camp now... Haiz... work. work.
Reason No 1: At last I have completed my last exam of my course in INTI International University College.
Reason No 2: The day I slept so long after my exam... Sleep ... sleep zzz...... and woke up to see that I have 13 missed calls.
Reason No 3: 12 August means 12 more days of countdown for my birthday..... Waiting for the day in history when Portugese captured Malacca.
Reason No 4: My Parish Priest's birthday. Rev. Fr. Leonard Lexson
Reason No 5: Cleopatra commited suicide at 30BC
Reason No 6: Chicago was founded in 1833
Reason No 7: British declared war againts Austria-Hungary during World War 1 in 1914
Reason No 8: It is an International Youth Day
What a satisfying moment... Oh. I almost forgot... I got to worry about the coming up Youth Camp now... Haiz... work. work.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Installation Nite 2008
29th July 2008, 12th INTIMA Award Presentation and 13th INTIMA Installation Night. Me, Clare, Josh, Clement, Alicia, Steffi, Sarah, Alvin, Gerard, and Simon took one whole table. Austen sat in another one. We sat very near to the stage. Far from buffet, have to line up for food for long. Sarah.... But anyway, it was a great spot since we were seating near to a projection screen. I saw Justin's teeth very shinny in the slide show. 
Josh, Me and Clement. Skin colour same. Guys, we should have smiled like Justin, atleast could see our teeth.
This is too bright. Somemore we are smilling. I look drunken.
Why I look so happy? Actually I was happy that day. Too happy. Josh knows why.
The ladies. Clare, Steffi and Alicia. Where is Sarah?
Gerard, Clement, Alvin, Me, Simon,Sarah is with guys? !!, Austen and Josh
These are my dates. Just kidding. Cannot afford.
Clare was very beautiful that night. I couldn't take my eyes of her....
Like 'Penang' cut into two pieces by a left-handed chef. They are not a couple. Just friends.
Last but not the least,
MACHAs with ATTITUDE
End Up in Josh Place
A few weeks ago, don't know when exactly, I and Steffi went to Josh place. We meet up with Colin.
Josh invited us to his church, a Methodist church in Seremban. He said that a Korean band is coming down at his church. So I went there to find out how is the way that Methodist celebrate their service. I expected a service actually since it was Saturday night. In our practice as a Catholic in Malaysia, we have sunset mass on Saturday evening. Anyway, there was not any service held.
The Korean band, sang almost every hymns in English. Their spoken English is terrible yet when they sing a English song, it was marvellous. Colin had an eye on one of the girl singer. She is pretty actually. No doubt in it.
I love the way the pianist and the basist played. For me, they were the great on the night. All of their hymns are really touching that everyone of the congregation, adult and young, joined to sing with them. Me too.
It was re
ally a good night. Thanks Josh.
ally a good night. Thanks Josh. Me, with the funny face, Josh, and Steffi.
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